What's the question you don't want to know the answer to?
"'How am I going to die?' That's always running through my mind, ways that I'm going to die. That sounds so pessimistic and scary, but it's so prevalent in my life because it freaks me out and I don't want to die in a scary way. I'd rather be warm in my bed. I do want to know, but I also don't. I'd rather it be a surprise because if it were terrible, I'd spend the rest of my life dreading it."